Feeling

That feeling is still with me but it is the time to let it go. It hurts but it's better than keeping it deep inside my heart. Ganbatte!

Assigment and FYP

It's 5am now and i still busy rushing for my assignment and FYP. Arghhhh.. I'm super tired. Since last friday i slept from 5am++ till 12pm. My life is in a mess now.I hate such a life. Without entertainment in life is really torturing. I wonder is it i put high expectation of myself or is it because i don't know how to manage my time properly? I wish i able to handle it and finish it as soon as possible and end my busy life! But the end of the busy life now indicates the end of the university life. I started to feel that i will surely miss my friends here once i graduate. I wish i do and have more time to spend with time. Ganbatte kudasai,ching san! I believe i able to do it. I can! I can!

promise

I remember one of my friend sent me a msg..The message stated that don't expect anything from life. Expectation hurts.When you don't expect, every moment is surprise and surprise bring happiness. I totally agree with it.. Sometimes we expect too much from someone in our life.when the things turned to be something different with what we expected, we will get disappointed and we will going to be unhappy with it. I remember a friend of mine promise me to treat me an ice cream to thank me for giving advise. I really didn't expect that he really going to treat me ice cream. After few months, surprisingly,he did really bring me the ice cream. It's really out of my expectation. This is not because of i don't believe that person, but i just don't want to expect too much from a person which might lead me to disappointed.. Anyway, thanks for your promise. I appreaciate that.Some of them might think it nothing much but just an ice cream, but for me at least i can feel that the promise is really exist.The believe of the existing of promise is growing in my heart. ^_^