Listener

I want a listener.... I just need it! I'm going insane.

感谢你身边的每一个人

原来很久没有更新我的部落格了。还记得那天有位好朋友问我；“ Why didn't update your blog?" 的那一刻，我才发现我已渐渐忘记了。今天我读了一篇文章“感谢你身边每一个人”，想在这分享。
“在现实当中，有些人把身边的人为自己所做的事情都当成了一种习惯，把别人的付出视为理所当然，用理所当然掩饰了一切的来之不易，忘记了感恩。很多人等到失去了才懂得珍惜，在我们的一生中，需要我们感谢的其实有很多很多。用一颗真诚的心去感谢你身边的每一个人，你会触摸到人与人之间的心跳，你会看到世界上最纯真的景致。”
对于有些朋友，我会抱着理所当然的心态，有些却藏在心里不知道怎样说出来。回想起当我不开心时，朋友的鼓励；我生病时，朋友的关心；我高兴时，朋友的祝福；我真的很感恩朋友对我的付出。有你们的日子真好 ;) 我应该检讨一下我自己了！

淑晶，加油！

p/s: 也很感恩这位提醒与鼓励我更新部落格的好朋友。你也加油哦！

Sick

Thinking of update my blog on Definition of LOVE part 2,but i couldn't think of any words to continue on this topic. I plan to just get into the bed and sleep but the pain make me stay awake. After taking my dinner , i vomitted twice. I thought i will feel better but out of expectation it is getting worst T_T. Is it food poisoning? Arghh.. Kinda miss home where i can just tell my parents and they will send me to hospital or clinic immediately. The situation in cyberjaya right now make me feel lonely, helpess as when i have no idea who i should call and ask for help . I hate to be alone when i'm sick.In others words, i just hate to get sick. I understand that this is life, we cannot depend too much on others and we need to be independent most of the time. Stay strong, sook ching! Wish i can recover soon.*I pray hard *

Definition of LOVE (part 1)

What is all about LOVE? Love is too wide, too deep ever to be truly measured and understood. Everyone has their own definition of LOVE. LOVE can symbolize happiness, sadness, blind OR etc.

I watched Stardust twice and i really like one part of the quotes in this movie. Here it goes:

"You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn’t true. I know a lot about love. I’ve seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars... pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and... What I’m trying to say, Tristan is...I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it’s trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I’d wish for nothing in exchange...no gifts. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine."

I was touched beyond words. LOVE..

We all want to feel loved.We think about it, fantasize about it, hope for it, and trying very hard to achieve it and feel that life is incomplete without it. 'What is unconditional love /real love all about? Is such an unconditional, unbearable, unpredictable love exists in our life? I wonder...

To be continued Part 2.....