In the blinking of eyes, it's almost 3 years i have been studying in Multimedia University. Time did pass extremely fast. Sometimes really wish the time will just stop at the moment where i wish to be forever. When i saw this little snow man ( the pic at the left coner)smiling at me, someone will appear in my mind.I know this person since 4 years ago, but i just met him once before during 2005 Chirtmas. In my mind, he is a really nice, friendly, caring person that who always support and encourage me. Besides, he really a good listener of mine when i was moody. Although this happened two years ago, but it will be my memory forever. Thanks for your care. I sincerely wish that happiness will be always be with you.. Thanks for your Chirtmas present. Wish there be a chance to meet you again but i know it's impossible coz it seem like we are just stranger rather than friend. Who knows? God will know about it. It's so called " FATE".

My memories

It has been a long time i didn't update my blog. It's just because i'm lazy and i wouldn't know how to express my feelings out through writing nowadays. I'm now in my hometown-Batu Gajah which is a small town located near Ipoh. The place i had stayed for about 20 years. But this place seem to be strange to me nowadays because of almost all of my time is in Cyberjaya, the place i further my studies. It had been three months since the last time i came back home. My house, my hometown , my family members had changed in just three months. Everything over my hometown seem like familar but in the same time strange to me. Kinda miss the old days i spent over here. There comes a new family member who name known as baby ( a puppy). This was the first time i saw her. Sisters and brothers seem very closed to her but not me. I even don't really dare to go near to her. Afraid that she might bite me although i know her won't. Father and mum seem like getting older and older.I really afraid that they might leave me one day. How my life will be without them one day? It's avoidable. Everything changed in my life. There might be no eternity in life. Just like what he said, there is no forever in life. Just forget the past and get a new start for life. Is it that easy to forget our past memory? It's really hard for me. I came back to Batu Gajah with him. Finally i managed to meet him after 10 months. The feelings was just excited and scared. Worry that there was no conversation between us but luckily there were some topics for us. But i know that our friendship won't be that closed anymore. I really miss those moments be with them. Anyway, i would not hope for that much anymore.I felt relieved that he was not reluctant to talk to me or avoid me like last time through sms. Actually God TREATS me not bad, i should appreciate it. At least we are still friends but just not best friends anymore. Wish he really fine with his life. I will never forget you, my best friend.. If there is a chance , i really wish to give you a hug and say:" No matter what happened, i will remember you." I really can't catch what he is thinking in his mind at all. It's hard to know others feeling even with care and love without he /she expresses out their own feelings. You are always in my heart although i just didn't tell it out.

Good morning, it's a brand new day for me again to battle for the exam week. Ganbatte , sook ching.. Don't be lazy anymore. Aja aja fighting! No pain, No Gain. Goal for your target! You can do it well =) I like blue colours.. It lightens my day.

University life in 1st year

In the blinking of eyes, the time past very fast. It's just as fast as lightning. It had been a year i transfer and continue my degree studies of BEng Hons Electronics in MMU Cyberjaya Campus.. Life here was totally dull and bored. Lack of entertainments, games, fun and food here really made me suffered. How am i going to strive hard to remain survive overe here? I really miss my friends and family who are in Batu Gajah during this period. Truly and deeply miss them everyday in my life except when i was busy with my works.. Hehe. My attitude had been changed with time.. The rate of changing is insensible.. Sometimes, i do think of I'm a selfish person in certain situation.. Is there any justice and fairness in the world? With justice and fairness, there will no selfishness in this world too.. I being selfish in order to survive? What reason will it be? I also no idea with it? But i guarantee that i'm not a fair-weather friend if you are sincerely about me. No pain, no gain..Oops, it seem like i use the wrong phase in such situation. Frankly speaking, I really miss my friends although i had said that i had been totally put it down. Wanting to put it down but due to the reluctance of the heart, it really hard for me to forget about that friendship that had built for years. The memories are too vivid in my mind. I kept complain that my life is too bored and dreary, but when i reviewed it i do realise that life is painted with colours by ourself but not waiting others to paint it for you.. GANBATTE! I know you can do well in your life.. Believe in miracle, Sook Ching.. ^_6

What is promise about?

Promise is just a written or spoken declaration that one will do or not to do something. Promise is come out from heart sincerity but not just to play a fool with someone or just to If someone can't fullfill his/her promise, why he/she still promise someone? I kept wonder something. Not only marriage is a promise but friendship, relationship between family, business or matter in life are deal with promises.. But how many people will really fulfill their promise? Promise is really a unique matter. It maybe bring happiness but also will cause disappointment to others at the same time. Since that incident happened, i don't believe in promises anymore. Because i learned that "Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to." When out of expectation, everything is just a surprise for you! Our life will be happier as well. Ganbatte! ;)