It has been a long time i didn't update my blog. It's just because i'm lazy and i wouldn't know how to express my feelings out through writing nowadays. I'm now in my hometown-Batu Gajah which is a small town located near Ipoh. The place i had stayed for about 20 years. But this place seem to be strange to me nowadays because of almost all of my time is in Cyberjaya, the place i further my studies. It had been three months since the last time i came back home. My house, my hometown , my family members had changed in just three months. Everything over my hometown seem like familar but in the same time strange to me. Kinda miss the old days i spent over here. There comes a new family member who name known as baby ( a puppy). This was the first time i saw her. Sisters and brothers seem very closed to her but not me. I even don't really dare to go near to her. Afraid that she might bite me although i know her won't. Father and mum seem like getting older and older.I really afraid that they might leave me one day. How my life will be without them one day? It's avoidable. Everything changed in my life. There might be no eternity in life. Just like what he said, there is no forever in life. Just forget the past and get a new start for life. Is it that easy to forget our past memory? It's really hard for me. I came back to Batu Gajah with him. Finally i managed to mee
t him after 10 months. The feelings was just excited and scared. Worry that there was no conversation between us but luckily there were some topics for us. But i know that our friendship won't be that closed anymore. I really miss those moments be with them. Anyway, i would not hope for that much anymore.I felt relieved that he was not reluctant to talk to me or avoid me like last time through sms. Actually God TREATS me not bad, i should appreciate it. At least we are still friends but just not best friends anymore. Wish he really fine with his life. I will never forget you, my best friend.. If there is a chance , i really wish to give you a hug and say:" No matter what happened, i will remember you." I really can't catch what he is thinking in his mind at all. It's hard to know others feeling even with care and love without he /she expresses out their own feelings. You are always in my heart although i just didn't tell it out.
t him after 10 months. The feelings was just excited and scared. Worry that there was no conversation between us but luckily there were some topics for us. But i know that our friendship won't be that closed anymore. I really miss those moments be with them. Anyway, i would not hope for that much anymore.I felt relieved that he was not reluctant to talk to me or avoid me like last time through sms. Actually God TREATS me not bad, i should appreciate it. At least we are still friends but just not best friends anymore. Wish he really fine with his life. I will never forget you, my best friend.. If there is a chance , i really wish to give you a hug and say:" No matter what happened, i will remember you." I really can't catch what he is thinking in his mind at all. It's hard to know others feeling even with care and love without he /she expresses out their own feelings. You are always in my heart although i just didn't tell it out.
